Never, ever place your cart at the end of the aisle out of other shoppers way while you shop. Some may say I am pathetic but I adored this indulgence and felt excited and enthused and good about life. This is not an attempt to generate complimentary replies, I assure you I am being completely realistic with myself. For most of us this is not the case, I am aware I too fall into this group. To be frank, Christopher Morley had the skill to actually pass one hundred percent as a female and a beautiful one at that, I really wanted to be him more than anything. Gender Issues by Helene Barclay. Must stop walking around in just my underwear.
When I was younger I was confused and distraught with trying to understand some of the feelings and desires I had regarding my urge to dress as a woman and behave as a female may.
I had tousled my wig to try and create a feminine slightly vulnerable, sexy yet alluring look, my eyes tell me I was completely into doing this, I wanted men to desire me as a female and I chose that classic male fantasy of seeing a girl just wearing a white shirt and showing off her legs whilst wearing heavy mascara and red lipstick. Sitting on the bench with a completely shaved now smooth hairless body, plucked eyebrows, full make-up on my face, nails painted, wearing wonderful feminine lingerie and wearing a summer dress, pink cardigan, high heels, ear rings and a wig was quite overwhelming yet the joy is beyond description. A Full Frontal by Ruth Femm. Far from it, I'm actually gaining confidence and find it joyous, definitely erotic and I definitely like being a woman…I like it a lot! Then, something I was disturbed by, I knew these women were really men but I found them attractive! I acknowledge my pictures are dull and indulgent and are more for my own vanity but I do delight in preparing myself for them and enjoy the performance of attempting to be a woman on camera.